Lately I've been feeling such a mixture of feelings that just leaves me to feel scattered.
Lost, confused, betrayed, heartbroken, dissatisfied, disappointed, despondent, lazy, unorganized, etc. Yes those are probably all the most negative feelings that I'm enduring but I am happy and satisfied with all that I'm going through right now, even kind of satisfied with all the negative because I know it's all but a learning experience that helps me EVOLVE. I need to overcome all these negative spirits in my life because its taking a toll on all that I use to care about, especially School. Its my senior year in High School and its said to be the best year of your high school life... um I don't think so. It's almost about to be considered the worst academically. I just look to keep my head up and stare ahead because there's nothing that will discourage me at this point to get where I need to go in life, bumps in the road happen and I'm enduring a huge one at this point but when you fall you get right back up, one step at a time. I tend to try and skip steps but this is the time where Im going to take my time and progress. - sabla`
AMAZING! Love the photos. I know how you feel too, I've been going through a transitional period in my life which has left me feeling dissatisfied, bored, and has left this sinking feeling in the pit of my belly as if something is missing. but all you can do is what you said you are doing, keep ya head up! "these are the times that try men's souls" and what doesn't kill is is going to make you stronger, trust me! i've bumps in the road that almost had me driving all the way off course, but i just had to keep my eyes on my goal and push through all the extra stuff. you can do it girl, no worries.
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You left me smiling, Thank you so so so much :)
DeleteIm glad to know you know what Im going through.
I use a Nikon D3100 and my FugiFilm digital camera but with this post it was all my Iphone and my editing skills. i used the app hipstamatic.